Trimming the fat.

I feel like it's a little late in my life to begin a blog. Half of the fun of blogging is looking back to what you wrote when you were younger and watching your writing, ideas, and logic evolve as you grow. However, due to my procrastination, this will start today, with something absolutely eating away at my heart and ready to burst out at any time, which I can only assume is Him.

Basically, from here on out this post will make little sense to most. It's basically a way to vent all of the things I've been feeling so when I get to posting my next message, I can "trim the fat" and keep the point clear and concise, unlittered by all of my silly "epiphanies" and "realizations". However, these must be written out for my own good, and since I'm extremely long winded, this first blog will be mainly for me so I can ramble to my hearts content and get out absolutely everything I feel that I need to explain. kthx. :D

I learned something important last week. However, due to the nature of it, I don't wish to go into detail as it could very easily come off as braggy or self-absorbed to any person still reading at this point. Basically I realized I am a leader with a passion, imprinted on my heart by Him. He has given me very specific gifts that apply directly to what he wants me to do. He has outlined in my heart what he wants from me, and proven many times that if I simply do as he pleases, the outcome can far surpass anything I could have accomplished on my own. He has also displayed the power of a leader. If I were to take these gifts he's given me and use them in my own ways, the results are beyond disastrous. Again, I don't feel the need to give the specific examples or reasonings, I simply know these things to be true. Already I've seen the extreme way these gifts he's given me can influence, especially those my age, both positively and negatively.

Honestly, I think that's most of what I need to say here for now. I'm bursting to write this second blog, so I suppose I've gotten as much of the "fat" off as I will be able to. I'll just pray God will direct me to the words necessary to convey what he's trying to tell me.